The image of me you've known so far won't exist anymore I'm putting you, who lives in me, to sleep I can't believe you were that kind of guy after all. and you should just disappear or never exist anywhere around. i can't imagine if i were to see you or both u & her together. i'm not ready to meet you, far as i know that chancing upon ur bro already brought me palpitation it pounds really hard and suppressing. i'm very sick, just very sick of you texting me up from time to time to prick me with your presence. and this entry bout you should never even be here. it should never be just a sorry, it could never have been sorry either. be it days ago your "im really sorry." message to me meant it or not, or was it meant to someone else and sent to me by accident, i can't care anymore. now i'm left with nothing, i stood on my own. who will do that for you? i didn't meant to fall for you just like that, it's every single thing that you did bit by bit that draws me.
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you're once my bestfriend, confidant, movie and prawning kaki practically my all. you're all that matters to me, i gave my friends up, i gave my time away, i defied my family ended up locked outside house, i started cooking and sang without stage fright for you, i stayed up did crafts and all those sillys, i brought you to everywhere and enjoy fine food even if i ended up broke the next few weeks. i helped you spent your lonely days and nights away, so long as the stars shine. I taught you general knowledges, i gifted you your materialistic stuffs and things that you needed but couldn't get yourself. tell me who will ever love you this way that i used to?
but you have already changed, you gave us up. i really know the one that's inside you, from that shit character you appears to me. i know you from your behaviour, little things that you did, and mainly from the songs you listened i understands you from within. because i got to know you as someone not just from day to day physical meetup. i never knew getting into a relationship like that is just to head towards a huge set back. but look at now what you can do for her and did for few others? i never really get those didn't i? i never regret when i'm with you, becoz i tried to make the best out of everyday, no matter how shit it was.
i'm not being unreasonable and high hope. i saw your few efforts, but i knw you've got a good potential of doing better. slowly, i lost my stand, maybe 80%, maybe 50% or give me a little something. you were really good back there, and i tried to accept your flaws, your behaviour. i put in my 100%, i thought i'd yield 100% or more. you're not really my kinda ideal partner, but i gave my all since i'm with you. you were with someone, i'm with someone then. We are not meant to be, but we just happened. marcus get over candy and chase after other girls.
who to pity me at the very end of the day? you and candy are now close and together. 4 years of concentration on this relationship, so much so for a betrayal just like that. and i must admit, u had me on, you did a very good lying job before you did your final goodbye. i am suicidal, i threatens, but who won't to a boyfriend who lies and won't listen. but ultimately, what we both did and reacted, i didn't darkened the truth and facts. i put up brave front in front of everyone, saying what you did, what happened to all of us over and over again. in fact, i pushed everyone's helping hands away. i feel so utterly depressed, but no one is here for me. i chose all of the songs that's in my list playing right now. i thought of every little bits of what i did for you, what we used to do. I chanced upon your brother just now, i had serious palpitation. Surprise to see my blog post starts jumping again?
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